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Anything that can go wrong will go wrong. And so they did.
When things all go wrong at the same time, you tend to get affected. Really really affected. Im sorry if I offended people today, since I acted like a mean jerk to alot of people today. Especially to joshua. Sorry guys, sorry josh. I never should have acted the way I did, though in all honesty I dont think keeping all that pent up frustration in me will do me any good either. I solemnly vow to TRY to not let that ever happen. And I guess I might have left a negative impression on some of the junior bowlers today, but bowling is the least of my concerns as of now. It wasnt even something I worried about, right up till today, when other crap messed up my game pretty badly. Roll-offs on friday to look forward to then. I will not crash-and-burn.
Some things are beyond my control, and it is kinda depressing to know you cant do much. My dad's not feeling well, and it isnt good. Not one bit. Im trying to be positive in front of him and all, but its just different. So yeah. Im not even that good with my academics, and that fact might come back to haunt me in the form of suspension from A divisions. Then theres my incompetence in front of you. This is, however, definitely within my control. Im just not dealing with it well enough. #!$%. Enough has been said. I talked the talk, so now walk the walk. Actions > meaningless drivel. No point dwelling on this if I dont even put in minimal effort.
After a tiresome, messed up day, it seems I dont have much to find solace in. How did joy just disappear from my life just like that? Life used to be good. Indulging in DotA wont help either. It just helps kill time and keeps me from idling. The time I kill, is killing me. So I shall pray hard that my concentration will prevail, and keep me focused on revision and work. Hopefully.
baby the only joy in my life
is you.
its so blatantly obvious when i enjoy math lecture.
and math isnt even my favourite subject;