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holydays!

The year passed so fast, its already the holidays. I wonder what I've really achieved in this past school year hmm.. guess I better take time off to look back at what has happened, to reflect, and to come back better than ever.

Maybe then I won't make the same mistakes again.

So anyways, we had the 'special CT session' early in the morning and gave out awards for different random stuff. Of course, DAYAN the supreme commander was crowned MR 08S62! HAHA it was hella fun voting him in, albeit having to suffer his constant EH EH EH throughout the whole process. Damn he's one loud fella, and we all love him for that. And who else but zsc could have gotten the MISS 08s62 award. Deserving candidate I must say :D. But I guess its true that she has made our class more famous than it would have been. Desmond got the 'Most Sociable Guy' award, but only after he admitted to 'flirting all the time and touching guys'. Honesty is the best policy, my friend! Well done! XDD

Its really been a good 4 terms in school, though s62 started of kinda slow, with the class obviously divided between the sexes, no thanks to homolytic fission. But it got much better as the year progressed. Somehow, I really feel that Dayan has a hugee part to play in this. And no, its not cause he's the supreme commander. Not totally. We all have a good laugh with him and he doesn't mind(i hope :D), so it basically brings the class together cause we finally have something in common, that being the davanishu.

Ill never want any other;

Ill never want any other class! Though it might not turn out so good for my academics, s62 really does make life in school soooooo much more fun. The guys are really bonded (保护老人), the girls are really bonded(usually), and we have dayan to bring both sides together. Common interests do indeed bring people closer together.

Pity we never had the chance to find out if we do.

I might need to start running again. The last time I slacked off during the holidays, I came back to school looking like a swollen pig. Took a month or so to lose all that weight, and it wasn't easy, neither was it any fun eating less each meal. roflmaowtf. So I shall make it my goal to go run every night w/o slacking off again. I have to persevere. How? Ring of health + Void stone. PERSEVERANCE FTW! All the more so after michael told me he ran 10km for fun + 6 rounds during training. Maybe not 10km for fun, but rather as he claims, forced by huishi XD So I can't lose to michael haha. But, damn, 10click is seriously ._. so I shall start off with a massive 400m to see if I faint. If I survive, I can perhaps aim for something further. Say, 450m?

doesn't matter how long it'll take,
i'll wait right here for you,
for you to come back.

real love lasts.

4:39 AM

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we can last the distance

It's the second last day of school! 2 days till the start of the holidays, though it feels like it already has. We went for 2 -rd games today, raped the first (in my opinion) got raped the second. Well, you win some, you lose some. Though it would be better if we win all, yeah? It sucks to lose, whether or not losing is a part of life. I'm not a good loser, and I really hope I don't offend people whenever we do. Well, I believe that if we gave everything we got, make every move to the best of our abilities, there is no reason why we'll lose. So the loss can only come about if we didn't give our all, or if we really just were'nt good enough. In either case it means we're weak. Or rather I'm weak. So, I blame myself -> get pissed -> might offend people -> I apologise if I have :D


Anyways, enough ranting. It's all just the way think, though I try not to show it =/. The games today were decided by team line-ups. With all due respect to both teams, we were equally matched in terms of skill, gameplay. But with Tidehunter, Spectre, QoP, Venomancer, Zeus (our lineup 1st game) in a lineup, the AoE can hardly go wrong in any decent team. Our loss came because our lineup had hardly any link whatsoever - Troll, Skeleton King, Magnataur, Ogre Magi, Bane. ._. roflmao

why can't we just return to the times when we actually talked..

And as the end of term approaches, we may have to say BYE to jo, who almost, most probably, might go poly. Its more of him wanting to go there, than the school not wanting him here. I guess if he really wanted to stay, there will always be a way. He said before that it might be better for him there. If he really has to go then, well, we can always have inter-school DotA sessions. Hopefully it will indeed be better for him there. =/ Let's just hope that jiayuan stays too yeah? that way, s62 will be slightly more intact. gogo

Now I've realised the reason why I never got started with the things I wanted to. We don't want to rush head-on into things we aren't sure of. It may well leave both parties hurt at the end of it. I don't know why I made things so hard even in the first place. Hard on you. Hard for me. Nothing for us in the end.

How to start, is what I want to know.

Can a crush be love?
Can a crush, for 295 days, be love?
If so, how can one person love someone you hardly even know?
Someone, goshdarnit, tell me now.
Wake me from this dream, or give me direction.

Never knew love on first sight ever existed.
Never believed until now.

12:54 AM

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changes that were meant to be

I realised my life only revolves around a few things, and this isn't good.
DotA - Fun in every aspect but I know I really should not be a Joseph Peh :D
Bowling - There really isn't much to say about this one. Smashing!
School - Roflmao. We all hate it. We all have to live with it. Guess when it comes to doing things we don't really like, we just have to take it like a man(or dayan, who is DA MAN!)
You - Not that it really matters now.

I really should try finding something new to do with my life. That probably can come at the start of the holidays, with 2 months to burn, you CANT possibly DotA every single day dammit. Or maybe it just might be possible with s62, who knows? Best class in town, with members ranging from DotA-ers to wankers! ._. its just how we put it in class.

So school consisted of....wait, school? Submitted I&R and went to havoc with Ben, SanYu(SnY!!haha omgwtfroflmao), desmond "wanker" liew :D and supreme commander DA. Won all 3 today. Im a noob feeder and won thanks to my team mates. Oh and, Ben lost to SnY: Viper vs Drow. SnY's Drow went SnY no doubt! Carried on our sessions at home with 2 more half hour games. Gee its either we're getting better or pubs are really lacking in standards these days =/ With the release of 6.55/6.56, there have been reviews on the effects of these maps.
1. The return of the Blink Dagger
2. Decline from farming
3. More ganking, more action - agressive play due to less warded map
4. Shorter games
5. Return of the old school heroes (Sven, Lina, Tiny, Magnus and such)
6. Easier pushing

This will basically be a summary of stuff from myMYM.com that I really think s62 should know. 1,3 and 5 have basically been successfully achieved through 6.55/6.56 with the buff on Blink Dagger, nerf on wards. With the buff on Blink Dagger, heroes who previously abused the Dagger in 6.48, will surely come back. However from the replay of the IHCS match,-cm mode, 2,4,6 have not been achieved to such success, especially point 2. SK.Loda farmed a total of 20K gold worth of items in Buriza, Boots of Travel, Eye of Skadi and Orchid. <- lol @ his items in a high level game! Anyways, point 4 and 6 have seen a bit of improvement but no where as close as points 1,3,5. Game was 76 mins long and easier pushing can hardly be achieved when players are still playing safe, by taking out heroes before mass-pushing. Logical but does not make pushing that much easier.
Replay can be found at: http://www.mymym.com/en/demos/20881.html

--I've been thinking these days. And it seems I've really gotten no where these past 10 months. Maybe its because I still haven't decided what it is that Im feeling. its just soooo hard to move on when you've nothing in common.

baby, if only you could show me the way to start
if only you could understand what im going through
if only you knew it hurts me as much as it does you.


4:12 AM

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we need new beginnings

Crap, my eyes hurt like mad right now. No thanks to 3 consecutive days of wearing contacts for at least 14 hours each day. I guess its also kind of my fault for leaving my specs at the other house =/

I really don't intend on going school anymore these days. Im sure my whole class feels the same. Maybe not quite so for Black Monster, who is always so enthu. And this includes being enthu in backstabbing the whole class. We get nothing but PW and LAN for school, the latter being the only thing Im looking forward to. (: But its really sad thinking of how our class/clan/gang will never quite be the same ever again. Not to mention the fun we will have. Dayan please do something.

COMEONJOSEPH/ZE/WEI/DIDI/JY/HEHAO aka CYCLOPS!!!

w/o the first 3 our DotA strength will lose half its potency. NO WORRIES! Im sure my carrying abilities match Black Monster's ability to keep her mouth shut, and that is nonexistent.

what started out as a feeling, slowly turned into a hope
i think i've gotten over you. i think.
Life seems happier without you, but still feels as though something's missing.
I think i'll try forgetting, hopefully this will be better for us both, or rather for me.

never gotten hang of how to start, so don't remind me anymore of what we could have been;

3 hour break tomorrow before official lessons begin. Makes me wonder what we're going to do, eh guys? :D Another day, another 24 hours to waste. I need meaning in my life. BRING IT ON.

5:19 AM

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a new beginning

how i wish for you to know.

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know whyI tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
Iwant a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breezeI need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

On a side note, Mouz defeats Pub 2:0! The German/Swedish powerhouse Mousesports is really rocking the DotA-scene these days! Download the replay here
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http://www.mymym.com/en/news/14833.html

5:28 AM

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