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Well, most of the things that have happened for the past two days have been slightly better than it had been for quite awhile. I just hope it wont be temporary. Must keep pace, maintain speed, keep going.
I got back 3 of 5 block test results already. &#$%^#%$&#.
Not good leh. I really could have done much better, especially for chem, some of my careless mistakes were #$#$^#$&##%&%^#$. ahwell, not that I could have forseen those mistakes. No doubt, I could have avoided them by actually working harder and getting my foundation much stronger than it is, but still, no point dwelling too long on it. Move on. We all live to learn another day. I felt I did well for the econs paper, but didnt get the results to show. Math was expected hahahha. AT LEAST IM NOT LAST IN CLASS :DDD ziran you win 2/80. Ill just hope for the best for physics and KILLER GP. Dont. Get. Suspended. Please.
Especially not when Im doing better in bowling. 2nd roll-offs today, and I must say I actually did slightly better than my usual averages, albeit over 2 games only. I really ought to have brought it up much higher with the second game, but it is still a decent average, and Im a little wittle bit happier. 201 148 with an average of 174.5. I talked to gabe about it, and realised I actually bowl best when I forget everything, and just do what I know how to. That being just go up there, bowl, and knock pins down. Its simple if we dont think too much, and its called muscle memory. If I can get this point across to the team, it might help them improve slightly faster, which is definitely a good thing. Our mind can only remember this much, but our body can certainly remember feelings much better. It also remembers how a good shot feels like almost instantly, and all we need to do is press rewind, feel it, and repeat that shot. No point letting the mind mess with what our body already knows. Dont think. Just do it.
In all honesty, the team has to really buck up if we're even to reach our target at A divs this year. That includes me, and I know I should be performing at a level waayyy beyond where I am right now. I got lucky today, so luck has to change into skillz. I do feel quite bad whenever I see others crash and burn. I do it sometimes as well, but I know I've gotten over it, and most probably wont happen. At least not to the same extent it did last time. Its this feeling of helplessness, when you want to help them, but dont know how to go about it. I end up consoling them more than anything, even though accurate tips and advice will help, both their scores and morale. Whats most important now is getting the team ready for the massive A divs. As of now, things arent looking good, but we will make it work. Somehow...
Gogo massive team prep talk before its too late.
On the way home from training, I spent quite a bit of time talking to sufen gabe bryan about how easily someone loses faith. It was quite an interesting little conversation. We established how faith is essentially believing without seeing, blind faith etcetc but I also did get some stuff about what it takes to make someone lose faith. It was quite enlightening. I personally know for a fact that itll take a whole lot more to make me lose faith than most people, and Im quite proud of that. The mind will always be the one that rationalizes, and gives the heart reason to lose faith. Yes, but the heart should always influence the mind into never giving up, never believe that reason, for some things can hardly ever be rationalized.
In the end, it does vary person to person, I suppose. We cant ever make someone else feel something they dont want to, or to believe something they simply dont, just like tag and his post on religion, to which I strongly agree. Its true, we cant expect them to sit and listen and believe everything we say. Its up to them to decide how long to hold on to that faith, and when to let go.
I dont know about you.
But I wont let go just yet.
We need to talk.
sighh...