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I want to sleep, since it helps me forget everything, and brings me into some magical world with rainbows and flying unicorns. No, I was kidding. but it does help me forget stuff. I dont know what to think right now. All I want is to escape. Its never good to escape, but at times we do need to. Without blogs or journals or friends, where people can write/talk to empty their minds, we might all just implode, explode, or whatnot. Why cant we be happy all the time, :/ How I wish I knew what to do, but I never did. Im learning, maybe, but its not enough. Not yet.
And chemistry bits are floating around inside my mind right now, so I have no idea what the hell Im typing. I need to organize those random flying bits and be ready for chem tomorrow. Life never should be this hard. But I guess if it wasnt, it would not be life already. It'd be heaven, somewhere we're obviously not in.
if you could see what I see, you're the answer to my prayers;
maybe this is what was meant to happen. nothing.
and while they were my own doing, it might be whats best. but ill never know for sure will i?
im tired of letting people down already. my head tells me i might not be good enough to make them proud, happy, so it could be better if i just left. yet my heart knows i should try and make things better. i dont even dare promise anything now that i know i fail miserably at those, and hurt those i genuinely care about. just that you'd probably, perhaps, maybe, possibly never know.
chemistry beckons.
everytime I get stuck the words wont fit
I need a little more than luck to get me by this time round;