I realised its been some time since I last posted. And thats largely due to the fact that I've nothing fun to blog about D: unless you consider bowling scores as fun.
P.S i hit a 205 with my new MaxXxZone. Thumb stucked, inconsistent release, not aiming, and this ball can still get me a 205. What more can I say about its quality in pin carry.
So I've actually been doing work alot more now this year. Way more than I had in term 1 last year, and yes im proud of myself. Abstaining totally from LAN is my top priority right now and I think its working (:You tend to get bored during the holidays and even on school days, when you dont dota nor do work. So i spend a little of my time over at failblog.org, the place for retarded videos and pictures of epic failurezzz. Here are some of the better ones:
I know this year will be one of many changes, especially when im starting to improve in Maths. GOGO PnC GOGO. For one, im no longer sleeping in class(as much), and instead im actually taking stuff in for a change. Lessons might not be that bad afterall! What with robertwilks and mrlow as our new gp and physics teachers, its gonna be much busier than last year, cause we have no choice but to finish our hw. or risk getting assraped by Drow Ranger Wilks. ahwell, at least itll be fun, since im starting to love s62 even more now...somehow.
the brain tells me to leave. the heart tells me i still cant get over. cause it sucks having to let you slip away knowing that i cant even do anything to make it happen, knowing that i dont want to because you'll be better off and happier without me. and ultimately knowing that simply because i cant commit, its better this way so we wont end up regretting the choices we make.
its funny how this feeling hasnt change a single bit all this time(its been toooo long), and how i dont even know you all that well. but i guess it happens, and now im in too deep, i cant get out. now ive run out of reasons as to why this feeling cant fade away. its a shame how we're worlds apart, and its killing me to see us drift apart, no matter how glad i will be to know that you'll be happier this way. so please. stay happy for my sake. (:
'But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be Holding you close to me Will I ever see You smiling back at me How will I know? If I let you go..' bahh i've really been an idiot. but now that ive got all that off my chest, life seems all peachy once again, cause it is. it doesnt matter if you even somehow read this, not that its better if you do, but one cant possibly keep too much depressing stuff to himself and not explode. ill get started on physics tutorial and finishing up chem tut as well.